I won't give up. I can't. | Blog Version IX |

Everyone is counting on me.
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n.n; Heya! Jen called me today!! :D! She got all this information on flights to go to Houston since I will be going to Houston in Thanksgiving. I bet we will have lots of fun, she has been searching for the Oh My Goddess movie I asked her to look for me and she told me she has a friend that can get any anime, by legally burning it o.o; for 5 dollars!! Pretty neat, huh? n.n;

Alright so. Nathan and Rick and Sara came today to my house so we could continue the WtA RPG I have been working on x.o; but we didn't do much of that anyways. Instead I showed Rick the ending of Final Fantasy VIII and IX 9.9; He didn't like VIII's ending v.V; I understand him... I don't like it much myself xD I think FFVI and VII are da best! xB!

I am almost done with The Vampire Lestat, v.o; it started getting a bit bored and I am a very slow reader when I feel unsatisfied by the book e____E; Well it isn't bad n.n; I like it anyways. Oh yeah, I had time to do a Medabots fanart of Henry while I was watching Fox Kids this morning. I had the chance to watch part of a Power Rangers episode and I think I am gonna go into Power Ranger mania again xD I never liked them after the first two seasons and the first movie, but when I saw this episode I was like, "Oh what the hell... who cares if they changed the whole story and characters!" xD So Power Rangers: Wild Force is the next season, which would be... season 7 or 8?

Well anyways, here is the fanart of Henry xD! Henry! I know the drawing is not detailed and you are all saying "look how horrible art" but v.V;; the reason it is like that is that THAT IS THE WAY MEDABOTS ART IS xF so I don't wanna hear it. xD!

Well that is all fer today xD bai!

-Filia.

Everyone is counting on me.
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It was a better day today, but well... I am feeling sorta like Quistis at this moment v.v; I won't talk about this thing because I really dislike that theme and e.e; as well I dislike myself for even thinking about being jelous!! xF Darn. Well I got to draw a few things today since most of the day were free periods and all xD thanks to the pep rally. I am not really a fan of Pep Rally's but I must admit this one was alright and not so annoying x.o; besides... if it means free day then I'll go for it! xDxD!

I drew this pics n.n; mostly during AG Science and BCIS! I hope you likee, they are charas from the story going on in mah dead club x.o;

Zodiac-sama!I think it came out pretty n.n; It is sorta a new version of her anyways 9.9;
Nyanko-chan!:D This one is the chara Lina created n.n; i just decided to draw a sort of fanart of her chara. She did say I could change a few things 9.9;

And so that is all I did today... I need a few moments to get over my temporary depression E___e; Bai!

-Filia-chan

Everyone is counting on me.
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v.v; yes, is one of those days in which I feel like ranting about how empty I am. I believe I have a sociopath part in me, since I just don't feel... it seems like I do because I laugh and apparently give opinions and advice to others... but the truth is that, I don't feel anything good or bad coming from it. You know? V.v; it is not really that I don't care... but... I guess I don't e.e; Well, a few months ago I promised and swore to myself that I wouldn't cry anymore, specially for my family. I simply won't put up xD I might seem happy and everything, but Sara tells me that I am an excellent actress too.

Well, I said to myself that my feelings are so untrue, and people believe my stupid "care for everyone" mask xD So that is nice, I am glad ._.; So no more crying and well so far it has been great, I haven't cried for anything at all... not even when my mom and I got extrememly pissed in the thin line. Well, I did cry once... but not for my family but for myself.

X) Yes... that is me. I am selfish and arrogant and always thinking on me first, second, and last. V.v; I guess my mom is right in that nobody wants a person like that, but what does she know? xD I am not planning on getting a partner any soon, in fact e.e; i simply don't think about marriage X.x; I don't believe in it... or anything that has to do with church, that doesn't mean I am atheist, but I simply have my own beliefs. Anyways, I can handle life by myself just fine! xF Sometimes I really want to make my mom understand how I feel... which I don't really feel .___E; but... argh might as well keep my social and psychological problems to myself like I always do XE It is not so bad... just... let the anger and grudges accumulate, why not? E.é then let them explode..?

I had told her to take me to a physcologist so I could take about v.v; but she just says yes and never does anything. Then I told her that I might have diabetes since my nose keeps bleeding without reason and she was just alarmed at the moment. By the next day she forgets what I told her! E_E; well i don't care if I get checked anyways x.o; I am more of a primitive person in "life saving" anyways.

So there. :D it was a bad day wasn't it? I just needed to take this things out. I know you all don't care and all n.n; but well this is a blog and I guess I feel better now.

._.; I haven't done any new stories, dammit... the only ones I have is the 22 that I invented even before I met you all guys x.o; Well I just have a new one actually but... that is just it e.e; i used to have a lot more imagination... Well talking about imagination, this are my Homecoming pics xD I actually like 'em. They are not so bad:

xB Robert and I decided to fool around and take a pic together! LOL! Robert's words: 'That's just wrong...'

xB Robert and I decided to fool around and take a pic together! LOL! Robert's words: 'That's just wrong...'

Robert is your Psycho epitome x.o; you feel like getting beaten' up, he is your man! He also knows a lot about guns! nyuk nyuk! =3

Jenna and me! :D!! We came out nifty! GO WARRIORS! GO 2002!

Jenna and me! :D!! We came out nifty! GO WARRIORS! GO 2002!

Well as you see in my stats xD Jenna is my 'sister'. :D She is purdy isn't she? n.n; she has done so many things for me and I never do anything ._.; ::shame:: Thanks Jen!

So that is all v.v; I must go eat now...

-Filia-chan

Everyone is counting on me.
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Well, I placed all of the lil' ones I had adopted way back when I didn't even know what FF was xD I just adopted things to put them in my crappy pages. hee. Well 9.9; I got a few new ones at this moment n.n; and I decided to place them since I saw Luna's. I went to the link and that is were I adopted Tsengsama :D and The Cat e.e; I like that thing v.v; don't blame me. The Cat deserves respect as well xF! I am sorry Luna ;.; for making you see how annoyed I was, I know you have a bit of stress now, so don't wory about me , alright? n.n;;

Anyways, I love Meru's layout! xD!! Is just like mine! I love it!!!! :9 I sent Meru some Mint gifs so she could place the gif of Mint just like I have mine with Rue n.n; I sent Lina's letter already o.o;; took me one day! xD I can't believe it! I really wanted to respond :D I still have to write Luna's letter E_e; and she hasn't given me Kyle's adress thing. xD that's alright. I better not worry too much 'bout it E_E; have to worry about exams first..! I am gonna go krazy @.x;

This freshman gave me a little game test thing today and many things that came out were pretty much right, I mean, for being a stupid game o.O; It said that my partner's personality was Hyper xD and the guy I likee is... like... that x.o; It was pretty funny to look at my friends answers. Since they ask you what doyou think about certain thing and you jot down. Then the real question was "What you think about sex is..?" and Justin answered Nasty xDXDXDXD! Nathan put Hyperactive xDXDXD! I put Stupid xD and Rick put Demanding xD!!! The Hell?? No one really was expecting it to be that question I suppose E_____e;

Well after ranting about my stupid life xD I will stop boring you to death... and well yeah... e.e; ::speechless:: my fish is hyper! xD I guess I will go feed her a bit more. :D bai bai!

-Filia-chan

Everyone is counting on me.
-.Temple-The Lone Gunmen.-

V.v; This hasn't been a nice day and then I come and read you all's brogs to catch up with stupid, but really hideously Stupid news... Anyways... I am not even gonna bother saying anything about the fight going on This time. E_e; I mean, hello? Just this one thing: What the hell do you guys think you are doing?? You know how stupid that matter is? Don't even bother replying angrily at this... just think about how many people are fighting for their freedom and you guys are all cici, fighting for a stupid remark! Anyways, don't bother communicating me your problem u.ú; because... I seriously don't want to hear about more. Why don't you make a blog of your own to rant about it? wouldn't that be a lot better?

Well, I will just stop there. I will go to other things now :D yeah, Meru! n.n; do a Mint layout so we can both have a Dewprism layout xD That would be so nifty! Btw, I made this pretty picture of Lina's chara, Nyanko ;D and Atros ("just there" chara e.e;) xD as soon as I scan it I guess I will post it in the club. hee. I really want to make this manga thingy n.n;; it can actually get to be pretty comical if we all work together, you know?

Oh yeah! I finally sent your letter, Meru! :D It is purdy n.n; I really hope you like it. Have you gotten a job yet? Good luck! E___e; My mom sorta was pissed in the morning and I have no idea why... I just came out of the bathroom and she was there staring at me, "go in the bus!! ::growl::" and I was like "._.; alright..." Well I gtg now! I am grounded and sneaking!! ACK! x.x; Bai!

-Filiachan

Everyone is counting on me.
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Well at this moment my mom and stepdad just left to Monterrey v.v;; so I am home alone!! :DDD yay! My dogs are sleeping e.e;; as usual... even my fish is more hyper than those two dogs. I can stare at the fish and have more fun than staring at the pups. xD!! Yeah, Rokea, is small but has a big appetite v.v; they told me not to feed her much so I guess I won't do it 9.9;; even though I give her a little snack every once in a while... can't be that bad. hee.

I was playing FFVII last night and I got pretty far in so little time and now the boss seems to easy xD!! It is pretty funny... I remember the first time I played it, it took me forever to find what to do and then I screwed up sometimes. My materia is already in level 2 as well as my limit breaks XD and I barely started, so I am way stronger than those monsters out there... hee. I am leveling up a lot because I want Aeris to learn all her level 3 limit breaks ;.; and I know where to get her 4th one, but... I think that by the time you can get it, she already ran away to showdown with Sephiroth e.e;; I am not sure. I guess I will just try to see.

I ate some eggs with ham =9 and I must say nobody cooks as good as my mom xD she is simply too good. That reminds me, that she did a nice thing for me ;.; because she asked me for the money my dad gave me in order to buy some medicine I need and well that is why my dad gave me the money e.e;; She took it and later on she came to give me the money back and told me she would buy them for me o.o; I was like... "it is ok.. don't worry." But she insisted so I kept it x.o; I guess we were just in a good mood towards each other today xD!!

that is all for now. Bai bai!

-Filia-chan

Everyone is counting on me.
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ACK!! v.V;; this blog version is giving a hell of hard time! Dammit.